Day by day it's more impossible to cope⏎ I feel like I'm the one that's doin' dope⏎ Can't keep a steady hand, because I'm nervous⏎ Every Sunday morning I'm in service⏎ Prayin' for forgiveness⏎ And tryin' to find an exit out the business⏎ I know the Lord is lookin' at me⏎ But yet and still, it's hard for me to feel happy⏎ I often drift when I drive, havin' fatal thoughts of suicide⏎ Bang and get it over with⏎ And then I'm worry-free, but that's bullshit⏎ I got a little boy to look after⏎ And if I die, then my child'll be a bastard⏎ I had a woman down with me⏎ But to me it seemed like she was down to get me⏎ She helped me out in this shit⏎ But to me she was just another bitch⏎ Now she's back with her mother⏎ Now I'm realizin' that I love her⏎ Now I'm feelin' lonely⏎ My mind is playin' tricks on me🏁

Day by day it's more impossible to cope⏎ I feel like I'm the one that's doin' dope⏎ Can't keep a steady hand, because I'm nervous⏎ Every Sunday morning I'm in service⏎ Prayin' for forgiveness⏎ And tryin' to find an exit out the business⏎ I know the Lord is lookin' at me⏎ But yet and still, it's hard for me to feel happy⏎ I often drift when I drive, havin' fatal thoughts of suicide⏎ Bang and get it over with⏎ And then I'm worry-free, but that's bullshit⏎ I got a little boy to look after⏎ And if I die, then my child'll be a bastard⏎ I had a woman down with me⏎ But to me it seemed like she was down to get me⏎ She helped me out in this shit⏎ But to me she was just another bitch⏎ Now she's back with her mother⏎ Now I'm realizin' that I love her⏎ Now I'm feelin' lonely⏎ My mind is playin' tricks on me🏁