You told me you wish that I hadn't been born, and I looked at you, my heart was torn. Someone I cared so deeply about, reached in my chest, and ripped my heart out. Sometimes I wonder, maybe you're right, how would the world be if I didn't sleep at night? In my own grave, all on my own, all because you didn't answer the phone. How would you feel when you found out that your sweet boy never figured it out, never loved himself, hated his brain? Nobody knew he was drowning in pain. And don't give me pity, I don't want that, all I want is you, is that too much to ask? My heart is broken; I'm almost erased. Nobody's gonna remember my face. Nobody's gonna remember my face. And I love you more than I ever loved myself, that bar's kinda low, cause I never liked myself. I hate you more than I hate myself. That means a whole lot, cause I really hate myself.🏁

You told me you wish that I hadn't been born, and I looked at you, my heart was torn. Someone I cared so deeply about, reached in my chest, and ripped my heart out. Sometimes I wonder, maybe you're right, how would the world be if I didn't sleep at night? In my own grave, all on my own, all because you didn't answer the phone. How would you feel when you found out that your sweet boy never figured it out, never loved himself, hated his brain? Nobody knew he was drowning in pain. And don't give me pity, I don't want that, all I want is you, is that too much to ask? My heart is broken; I'm almost erased. Nobody's gonna remember my face. Nobody's gonna remember my face. And I love you more than I ever loved myself, that bar's kinda low, cause I never liked myself. I hate you more than I hate myself. That means a whole lot, cause I really hate myself.🏁