He could not accept a worldview whose terms he was not allowed to question, and he resented the caricature of power and entitlement that he was forever being told that he embodied, automatically and absolutely, no matter what his intentions were, and no matter what he felt or thought, or even did; but he could not deny, now, that in forgetting Shelley Noakes - and he really did not remember her at all - he conformed, or at least had once conformed, to this very picture; and the knowledge rattled him.🏁

He could not accept a worldview whose terms he was not allowed to question, and he resented the caricature of power and entitlement that he was forever being told that he embodied, automatically and absolutely, no matter what his intentions were, and no matter what he felt or thought, or even did; but he could not deny, now, that in forgetting Shelley Noakes - and he really did not remember her at all - he conformed, or at least had once conformed, to this very picture; and the knowledge rattled him.🏁